I am done trying.
I am done trying to be there for anyone and everyone.
I am done trying to have to tip toe around people’s feelings.
I am done trying to keep my feelings to myself and than be told not to do something.
I am an adult, you do not need to tell me what to do or how to feel.
I am done sugar coating everything just so everyone’s feelings are spared.
I am done putting myself out there and available as a shoulder to cry on, when I don’t get shown the same back.
I am done being kind.
I am done, being sweet.
I am done.
I am done showing any emotion to any one because no matter what emotion it is, I AM ALWAYS WRONG FOR IT.
I am done with people telling me ( in some form or another) that I am not worthy of anyone being in any type of relationship.
I am done being depressed.
I am done being sad.
I am done being mad.
I am done being me, because being me isn’t correct.
I am done.
So from now on, I will be the opposite, I will be mean.
I will be a bitch.
I won’t tell my feelings to anyone.
I will be cold hearted.
I won’t be open to anyone.
I won’t be there for anyone.
I will be like every other narcissistic piece of shit on this planet.
I will act like the world revolves around me.
I will be the opposite of who I am, seeing as no one likes that “me”.